My Daddy’s only sister, Lillian Goin McKinney, was
intellectual, attentive, and always had time to sit down with me when
I was a youngster growing up. She was always willing to sit down and
share family history, stories about the hard times. She was a
collector of small tidbits of family history that were handed down to
her from the five previous generations. She was always saving small
tidbits about events during her life.
We all knew her by "Aunt Sis." Her brothers and mother
and father called her "Sis" short for sister and as the nephews nieces
came along we picked it up and called her "Aunt Sis."
She was a talented musician. She graduated with a B.S.
at the same time as her husband, while her daughter received her
eighth grade diploma and Bub her son received his high school diploma
all at the time.
Her daughter, Billie, has been like a sister to me.
She is the lone survivor of that family.
Aunt Sis was born in Aubrey on Black Jack Road on June
1, 1906. The attic at Billie’s house is chunked full as was Aunt Sis’s
attic when she suddenly died in 1970.
Aunt Sis was still a teacher at age 70. I find myself
speaking joyfully of her unique spirit in my present times of need, as
the spirit of this talented lady still lives in my mind.
I recently shared with you the story written by Aunt
Sis about the "Stealing of Apples on the Black Jack Hill," and her
story about "Her Christian Duty."
Today, I will share with you another story she wrote
some 70 years ago.
Moments I’d Like to Live Over
Between Robstown and Corpus Christi the land is as
flat as Aunt Nancy’s fallen arches. The evening sun hangs low and
lingers long over the heavy, damp air in the evenness of the
countryside.
As I traveled this Highway 44 in 1935 my old Model A
Ford carried me into a sunset that shaded from the heavens in pink and
settled on each side of the road in a regal, royal orchid sheen into
the purple cabbage fields which stretched for miles on either side.
The little white seacoast houses nestled among this
pleasant glow and borrowed a purple radiance from the sunset.
The huge yellow ball of the sun then slowly glided in
one long sweep over the cabbage tops, then gently and beautifully
turned into very deep purple before I saw it set into the middle of
the cabbages at the end of the highway.
It left not a cloud in the sky, but a smoothly blended
combination of pinks, lilacs. orchids, heliotropes, crimson and purple
settling as a velvet mantle over the earth.
This was a heart stopping moment of sheerest beauty
for me. It has clung in my mind ever since.
From my hotel in Corpus Christi that same night, I saw
the moon rise over the waters of the Gulf.
At first the waters appeared to be turning white, then
there was a shading of yellow, always with the blue black nightness of
the bay as a background for this picture. Finally one tiny stream of
pure gold spread itself upon the rippling scene. This little stream
grew wider and bolder in color and reached from the endless movement
of water right up to my feet at the hotel pier.
Then it became a broad highway on the uncertain
surface.
The motion of the water beckoned and dared me to dance
on its uncertain surface. Then the wide lane grew lime colored and
fashioned itself into a semi-circle at the end of the bay where it
wavered and skipped. This wobbly arc became a ball which struggled to
lift its great weight from the clinging watery depths.
At last it made its jump to freedom, bounced clear of
the night seas and
suspended itself in a victorious, bantering journey
above the water line, returning only once to kiss the ocean’s cheek in
a capricious flirtation.
The moon was "up’ and there was her reflection in the
water; but like the explorers of long ago, I knew that when night time
came, she would hunt for her soft, billowy bed to sink into.
Oh, these horrible report cards! They remind me of
Uncle Joe when he said
once that he wouldn’t mind going to school so much if
he didn’t have to study!
I wouldn’t mind my job so much if I didn’t have to
work!
By Lillian Goin McKinney